I very rarely reread books. I like the idea of rereading, but with limited time and unlimited books, the previously unread always seems to get priority of place for me. I first read Emma in 2005. I was something of a latecomer to Jane Austen, as I wrote when I reread Pride and Prejudice in 2016. I first read that book in November of 2004 when I was subletting an apartment and ran out of my own reading material. About a year after that I went back and read the remainder of her novels in the space of just a few weeks (pausing somewhere in the middle to also read The History of Tom Jones, a Foundling). If my record-keeping is accurate, I read Emma right in the middle of the pack: Sense and Sensibility and Mansfield Park before; Northanger Abbey, (Tom Jones), Lady Susan, and Persuasion after. Reading them all in such quick succession was, I think, not such a good idea in the end. They all kind of blended together. For reasons that probably don't have much to do with merit, Mansfield Park and Northanger Abbey are the ones that stood out for me. (And Tom Jones, which I adored, and was, I have to say, a refreshing break from Jane Austen.)I started rereading Emma back in February to refresh my memory ahead of the new film adaptation. But this was during that period this year when I was sick and none of my reading was going well and I set it aside after about 25 pages. I didn't think I'd go back any time soon, but then my friend group who have been watching movies together (that is to say, simultaneously in our own homes) throughout quarantine selected Clueless as our film for last week. I had just finished Romance in Marseille and Emma seemed like it would be a fun change from what I'd been reading lately.
My experience going back to Emma was similar to my experience going back to Pride and Prejudice. In the period since I first read the book, I've seen multiple TV and film adaptations, multiple times. The story and its twists are now quite familiar to me; perhaps too familiar. In fact, the moment when Emma offends Miss Bates and is lectured by Mr. Knightley is, I think, one of the reasons I stopped reading it in February: I dreaded that moment. (Today, I read it without too much pain.) I think it took me a hundred pages or more to really get beyond the anticipation of everything and fall into the text, but once I did, it was a delight.





