Tuesday, December 22, 2020

On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous, by Ocean Vuong

I proposed reading On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous for my book club, in a way, so I could read it and get it off my shelf. And it's good to see that some others really liked it. My own reaction boils down to, "It's not for me." (A phrase I use most often, which is quite often indeed, to excuse myself for not being interested in prestige television.)

Should I enumerate the ways I feel I was perhaps unfair to this book? Firstly, I was never sure I wanted to read it in the first place. A friend sent it to me with a tepid appraisal (she was sending me The Nickel Boys anyway and offered to throw this in too, noting her own ambivalence about it). My friend's assessment -- and also the assessments I kept seeing was, approximately, "The language is beautiful, but..." So, yes, I was biased against it going in.

Secondly, I was rushed. I intended to start reading it at least a day or two earlier than I did. But, as I have written, I set aside all other reading last week to devote some time to John le Carré. So, as it turned out, I started reading On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous the day before yesterday, and didn't get very far that first day. I read a bit more yesterday, but I read the bulk of it today -- before work, at lunch, and after work. 

Furthermore, knowing I had to get to this ahead of my book club meeting today, I really crammed in the le Carré immediately before turning to On Earth... I read 300 pages of The Constant Gardener on Saturday (which is more pages than the entirety of On Earth...), finishing it after 10:00 that night. Le Carré left me craving action (I watched two Jason Bourne movies in as many days for satiation), so the Vuong could hardly be further from what I wanted in the moment. (Perhaps it will at least serve to change my frame of mind as I attempt to read the two other books I hope to finish in 2020, neither of which is heavy on action.)

There were pieces that I found beautiful. There were pieces that resonated. But I have the sense, partly, to be sure, because of my haste in reading, but also I think because of the book itself -- its form and style -- that in a few months, a few years this will be a book that I remember I have read but can't tell you a thing about.