Sunday, January 31, 2021

EEG, by Daša Drndić

Two weeks ago, against my better judgment, I started a 640-page novel about the Spanish Civil War: In the Night of Time by Antonio Muñoz Molina. I say against my better judgment, because by 3 weeks from that day, I also had to read EEG, which was the next selection for my Women in Translation book club. I thought perhaps I could do it: If I could finish the Muñoz in just under two weeks, as long as I could start EEG by what is now yesterday, I figured I would be ok. But I didn't find myself exactly tearing through In the Night of Time, and I was also worried EEG might be slow, so last weekend I decided to pause the former and start the latter. I finished it today, so perhaps I could have waited another week to start, but I think I'm glad I didn't. I found the first hundred pages pretty slow going, and I read only small sections for a week, before I devoured the remaining 250 pages or so this weekend. The chill yesterday was particularly conducive to lying on the couch for hours with a book, wearing many layers under a blanket and two cats.* 

There's a moment in In the Night of Time that sent my mind racing, and it was unexpectedly echoed in EEG. The protagonist flees Spain, probably forever, carrying just a small suitcase. He crosses the border into France on foot and makes his way to Paris where he puts up at a hotel that is filled with the displaced people of Europe, mostly Eastern European Jews, until he can get his visa to travel to America. He isn't at ease until he's on his ship en route to New York, and even then he's conscious of his small suitcase, his few belongings which must make him suspect precisely because they are so few. This Paris of the 1930s is also in EEG. And luggage: so much luggage.

The directive of EEG seems to be: Remember. The book is virtually a catalogue of under-reported atrocities, mostly perpetrated by fascist regimes. It catalogues Jews slaughtered in the Baltic states (particularly Latvia), Jews deported from France to concentration camps, Muslims killed at Srebrenica. It also catalogues some smaller, more intimate stories: case histories of patients at a psychiatric hospital in Belgrade, the untimely death of chess masters. At one point, the book reproduces a literal catalogue: books taken from the Jews of Zagreb and Dubrovnik in 1941. And it catalogues the perpetrators of many of these atrocities, most unpunished.

When luggage first came up in EEG, I didn't make note of it. I remember a discussion of several suitcases of diminishing sizes, but I won't go back to find it just now. It may have come up several times before I made note of it. I remember a later discussion of a grey checkered Chinese suitcase, and also a Samsonite. But the first note I made to myself was not until page 279, and it wasn't really about luggage either. The narrator is in Paris (in modern day, not the 1930s), and happens upon a building -- formerly a furniture store -- with a memorial plaque acknowledging its use during the Vichy regime as a warehouse for the possessions stolen from Jews and an annex to the Drancy deportation camp. The narrator stops to read the plaque, and then continues on toward the Seine, "but it, that former furniture store for the working class, monumental and brilliant, dragged itself after me, panting." After reading that passage, I did have to go back and find an earlier reference. While much of the book concerns itself with events around WWII, there is a chapter on the massacre at Srebrenica. The narrator visits the Memorial Center at Srebrenica. 

On the way out of that victims' cemetery shackles snap round my ankles and I understand, from now on I must drag all this after me, all these Muslim gravestones, and one Christian cross (for Rudolf Hren), these tombs and the secret stories buried beneath them, the trees and grass, as though I were dragging after me the cover, the face of the earth.

The past, memory, history, knowledge are weight that must be carried, or pulled behind us. Elsewhere in EEG there is a cheap rolling suitcase, overstuffed, whose wheels give out so it is dragged across the pavement. There is a cardboard suitcase, stuffed with photographs and photographic equipment, never opened but moved again and again, over a period of 40 years, "as additionally heavy but useless baggage, I drag it after me on all my house moves. Everything in that suitcase must have rotted by now."

Most satisfyingly, at the very end, the narrator finally unpacks some luggage:

I opened my backpack, which I had been hauling with me for two and a half decades, and which had reached the end of the road. In the bottom rolled a few old mislaid trivialities, incidentals, trifles, trinkets that rang like bells, fading away.

I could say a lot more about various aspects of this book, but I'll stop here. I feel like I may need to go back and re-read the first hundred pages, which I found somewhat impenetrable. (Maybe if I do I'll find the first piece of luggage.)


*Today, thankfully, my apartment has warmed up, but I still put in a good 4 hours under a blanket and a cat -- with one less layer of clothing compared to yesterday, plus no hat. The chill of the last 3 days, however, has resulted in a shocking new milestone for me and my cat Bonnie. In the last 36 hours this cat -- who has traditionally kept herself always literally at arm's length from me, who I must reach out to pet on the other end of the couch, who runs away if I approach her on foot -- this cat has magically transformed into a lap cat. On Friday evening, I was reading EEG on the couch and my other cat, Little Hans, who usually likes to be as close to my face as possible, was sleeping at my feet instead, taking over Bonnie's usual side of the couch. Bonnie jumped onto the arm of the couch and saw her usual spot taken. I had my legs extended under a blanket and so I tentatively patted my lap to show Bonnie she could come there and -- to my complete amazement -- she did. She stayed for half an hour, left for ten minutes, then came back and stayed for another hour or more. I delayed my dinner until she removed herself voluntarily. Yesterday morning, when I resumed my reading after breakfast, she jumped on my lap immediately and we spent the bulk of the day that way, with breaks for meals and such. And today it happened again! Little Hans is my usual reading companion, but Bonnie kept me company for virtually the entirety of EEG. I look forward to seeing how this new state of affairs progresses.